Today I had a social worker come round to see me; to assess me for the crisis team. She decided it was necessary to refer me for crisis support, and I’ve now got a full on assessment tomorrow at 2.30pm. Dreading it to be honest.
I was also contacted by Matthew, a CPN. Hopefully my psych will agree that putting him in place for support is a good idea.
I really don’t know what to expect tomorrow. I know that there’s 2 of them coming and it’ll last approx. 1 hour. Maybe longer, depending on how things go. My bro is coming round for moral support too. Might Google it to see if I can find out what’s likely to happen.
My mood has been shocking today; went back to bed after taking my morning meds, and slept for 2 hours. Would of slept longer, but mother duties took over. I just wish my husband could have had more time off so that I could of just rested today. Yesterday, going to his parents house, has really taken it out of me. Because I was so tired already from my meds, and had to fight to stay awake and be “happy”.
I’ve also got a banging headache now and my daughter is refusing to go to sleep. Gonna all go to bed soon though, so I’m hoping she’ll settle for the night then. I need to rest.
Will post again tomorrow after my assessment.