Really struggling. Feel so spaced out and weird tonight. Took my meds and now feel sick too. Oh joys.

I don’t feel well at all. Could honestly just curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep.

I hope tomorrow brings forth better treatment. I can’t wait to see a new psych though. But I’m going alone tomorrow, without my daughter, so she’ll have to focus on me. Fingers crossed. I need help. I can’t go on like this. I’m barely functioning.

I’m a shit mother.

I’m a shit wife.

I’m a shit friend.

I’m a shit sister.

I’m a shit auntie.

I’m a shit cousin.

I’m a shit everything.


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